I appreciated your thoughtfulness to come up with some good dining places prior to our meeting and treat me to delicacies.
I was warmed by your consideration of not leaving me alone whenever we needed to bid good-bye to each other.
I was touched when you were willing to devote your time and spirit to helping me solve the problem I encountered.
I beamed with delight when the fragrance of your sweet words permeated my heart, which made me assume that it could probably be the blossom of love.
I counted every promise you had made, speculating the amount of sincerity you had enveloped your words as some of them just lost the validity like hollow tickets.
I conjured you up when I found something interesting and amazing to share, wishing you’d been with me to experience the pleasure brought by them.
I felt insecure, afraid that I was the only one who fell deep and who was stuck in the story, our story.
I grew fearful about the possibility that happiness would streak through like a shooting star and leave without trace.
I still remember the day clearly when I witnessed the self-evident truth, finding myself struck hard and hurt a lot.
I recalled the lucid dream in which you vanished into the mist and was nowhere to be found the next moment when I finally felt the warmth of your palm , and that made my eyes well up with tears and my heart filled with the sense of emptiness.
I wondered whether the dream had already predicated the ending of our story.
I then came to realize that to embrace love requires not only the true heart of our own but also the right one who will cherish it.
I look forward to the day when I can no longer be a cautious traveler on the way leading to my star.
I can directly take steps towards it among the crowds, having the right one
whom I can open my heart to, lend my ears to, share the ups and downs with, and brave through all the twists and turns in life together with;
whose shoulder I can lean my head on, whose hands I can hold firmly through the roads lying ahead in life, whose arms I can be held in warmth,
whose eyes I can look into and see the future that we will map out and share together.
I believe there will come a time when I eventually see the blueprints in my mind turned into the reality and find myself thankful for the one coming to my life to make eternal love a possibility.
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